I feel like I’m finally becoming the person I always thought I could be. I am so different now that I don’t even recognize the person I was 5-6 months ago. No more excuses, I let so many things and people hold me back. I never put myself first, and I was always trying to make everyone happy. Now I realize that I have to take care of myself in order to be happy. I can’t truly help anyone else until I am at peace with myself, and I’m finally doing what I want to do. I feel so stupid letting myself go two years just drifting through life not growing as a person and wasting my time. Even though I’ll never get that time back I know everything happens for a reason. I’m so excited for my future now whereas a few months ago I didn’t even think about it.. I didn’t want to. Moving out is just the beginning to this new chapter of my life and I look forward to going back to school, making new friends, becoming closer with the ones I’ve already made, and having tons of new experiences and memories. It won’t be easy but that’s okay :). Nothing worth it in life is easy and I look forward to the challenge.
“I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.”